Send in the Clowns

Send in the Clowns, played by me

I don’t know why, but I’ve always liked beautiful and poignant songs like Send in the Clowns. Till now I had no idea what the title actually meant (the song was written by Stephen Sondheim for the 1973 musical A Little Night Music) so I decided to find out more information from Wikipedia. Here it is.

Send in the Clowns is

a ballad from Act II in which the character Desirée reflects on the ironies and disappointments of her life. Among other things, she looks back on an affair years earlier with the lawyer Fredrik. Meeting him after so long, she finds that he is now in an unconsummated marriage with a much younger woman. Desirée proposes marriage to rescue him from this situation, but he declines, citing his dedication to his bride. Reacting to his rejection, Desirée sings this song. The song is later reprised as a coda after Fredrik’s young wife runs away with his son, and Fredrik is finally free to accept Desirée’s offer.

Sondheim created the song specifically for the actress Glynis Johns who created the role of Desirée on Broadway. The song is written in four verses and a bridge, using a complex triple meter. It became Sondheim’s most popular song after Judy Collins recorded it in 1975. Subsequently, Frank Sinatra, Barbra Streisand, Shirley Bassey, Tiger Lillies and many other famous artists have recorded the song, and it became a jazz standard.

The "clowns" in the title do not refer to circus clowns. Instead, they symbolize fools, as Sondheim explained in a 1990 interview:
I get a lot of letters over the years asking what the title means and what the song’s about; I never thought it would be in any way esoteric. I wanted to use theatrical imagery in the song, because she’s an actress, but it’s not supposed to be a ‘circus’…. [I]t’s a theater reference meaning ‘if the show isn’t going well, let’s send in the clowns’; in other words, ‘let’s do the jokes.’ I always want to know, when I’m writing a song, what the end is going to be, so ‘Send in the Clowns’ didn’t settle in until I got the notion, ‘Don’t bother, they’re here’ which means that ‘We are the fools.’

In a 2008 interview, Sondheim further clarified:
As I think of it now, the song could have been called ‘Send in the Fools.’ I knew I was writing a song in which Desirée is saying, ‘aren’t we foolish’ or ‘aren’t we fools’? Well, a synonym for fools is clowns, but ‘Send in the Fools’ doesn’t have the same ring to it.

I hope you enjoy watching my video, just as much as I enjoyed playing it.

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Piano Idol 2009: The Grand Finals

I’ve just returned from judging the Piano Idol Grand Finals at the Copthorne Orchid Hotel here. This was again something I looked forward to, seeing that last year’s PI generated an enthusiastic response from parents and students alike. This year there were four judges: Helen, Razif, Mr. Teoh (from Kuala Lumpur), and myself. The event started around 3 pm. There were five Junior section contestants, three for the Senior section and five groups for the Freestyle section. This year all the contestants in the Junior and Senior sections opted for classical repertoire, which is fine in my book.

The winner of the Junior section was Adriana Chiew who gave a mesmerizing performance of Brahms’ Ballade in G minor, op. 118. For a petite 10-year old like her to be playing Brahms with such power—I’m totally bowled over. Benjamin Pau scooped up the Senior section and Audience Vote section with his confident rendition of Chopin’s Fantaisie Impromptu. This guy is equally adapt at the organ. The Freestyle section was won by The Pop Kids, who gave a cheerful rendition of Ben E. King’s Stand by Me with vocals, and had the audience and judges clapping along.

Thanks again to Mr. and Mrs. Fong who put in a lot of hard work and expense in hosting this event for the second time. Uh, hopefully my comments were taken as constructive by both the contestants and parents. I trust there will be a Season 3 next year?  Wink

P/S Read more about the Piano Idol Finals here. Sue writes an excellent post from a parent’s perspective.

Adriana Chiew, with me

Adriana Chiew (Junior section winner) with me.

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From L-R: Vincent (last year’s Piano Idol Junior section winner), Jason (1st runner-up Junior section), Benjamin (Senior section winner), Adriana (Junior section winner), and Goh You (2nd runner-up Junior section).

The Pop Kids

The Pop Kids. Check out the attire. Yup, in a word–attitude. Congrats, guys and girls!

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Isn’t she lovely?

Testing my Canon Powershot SX120IS on Anthea, one of my promising students. I asked her whether she would kindly play Happy Birthday for me to record, seeing that I taught her the song a few weeks ago. Happily she said yes. All together now, ahhhh.

Anthea playing Happy Birthday for me

Thanks to Mr. Song for permission to display this video in my blog.

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Piano Idol 2009 Finals…

…will be held this coming Sunday September 13, 2009 at the Copthorne Orchid Hotel here in Penang. I’ll be judging it again this time together with my fellow judges Helen, Razif, and another judge from Kuala Lumpur. The star instrument this year will be the Yamaha GB1 4’11” Grand Piano. I’ve tried it already, and it’s a very well-made instrument.

As always I’m looking to seeing and hearing what the contestants come up with this time round. Hopefully they will choose their pieces wisely to make us judges sit up and marvel. I’ll be bringing my Canon PowerShot along to snap some pictures for posterity, and yes yes, I will be posting some of them here after the competition.

I’m certainly looking forward to this year’s event. See you there!

Yamaha GB1PE

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Small Rewards

Aside from my Canon PowerShot SX120IS (which I wouldn’t consider a small reward) I’ve lately been…how shall I put it, pampering myself. Not with lavish head to toe makeovers, or anything like that. Just small rewards, because I feel happy and fortunate to be myself (and I have to be myself because everyone else is taken, hee hee) And since I can’t take whatever financial gains I’ve made when I go to see my Maker, why shouldn’t I indulge, once in a while?

Which is what I’ve been doing, and some of these rewards are free, like my morning walks. Even smiling back at a fellow resident here is a small reward. Saying thank you to somebody. Allowing an older person to get into or out of the elevator first (usually I allow other people to do that first, regardless of age) Playing the piano for guests and staff at the hotel to hear. These are all small rewards, and they come at no cost to me.

It may come as no surprise to know that I also cherish my alone times. I guess I got used to this during my college and university days in England and the States. At first I was terribly lonely (which is different to being alone) but then gradually I learned to get over it. Nowadays my alone time is treasured. I’m not saying that it’s better or that I don’t like the company of friends or anything like that. Just plain time alone by myself, to contemplate whatever I like.

Some of my friends (I won’t name names here lol) know how much I love food, including leftovers…yes, what a piggy I am. I do gobble, but greedy I most certainly am not. But to have a nice meal as I did the other day in a shopping mall and just watch people go by—I find that very relaxing, in a way. And then recently on a whim I decided to stop by at Swensen’s to have a Coit Tower ice cream (my favorite from eons past) Mmmm, delicious!

Swensen's Coit Tower

To top it all off, someone recently (ok, it was Mrs. Fong, the music school administrator) was so kind as to get me some cheesecakes from the local Ritz Pastry here, and man, it was heavenly! Uh…so much so that someone (who shall remain nameless) actually gobbled one without my permission. My favorite was the blueberry cheesecake, so I made a beeline for Ritz today, and what do you know, they were out of it! Wah! I settled for a Mocha cheesecake instead (see the picture below) At a price of RM5.80 ($1.65USD) for a small slice, it isn’t exactly cheap, but once that first mouthful goes in, it’s definitely worth every penny. Quality has a price, yes?

Mocha cheese cake

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My first video

As promised, I’ve been testing out the Canon Powershot SX120IS’s video capabilities. It records in the .avi format, which results in a humongous video file. For instance, I recorded The Look of Love and the file size was a staggering 252MB! Fortunately I was able to convert it into mpeg format, and the file is a more manageable 30MB. Hope you enjoy it.

P/S Just trying to insert a video file in WordPress.org is an exercise in sheer frustration. Fortunately my friend Crystal suggested I upload it to YouTube first and then embed the link here in this post. It worked straightaway. Thanks, Crystal!

The Look of Love, played by me

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My morning walk: a photo documentary

Since I’ve already got my birthday pressie, I decided to test it out and document my morning walk route. This isn’t going to win any Pulitzers but you never know. For the curious among you, I got myself a Canon Powershot SX120IS, a new 10-megapixel camera with 10X optical zoom, 3” viewfinder, etc. Looks like they’ve thrown even the kitchen sink in. I’ll be posting a review of this wonderful camera in a later post.

Walking out of my apartment. The government builds wide roads, and what do these locals do? They park on both sides, that’s what.

This is where I start my morning walk. This road is rather free of traffic, except for the occasional car. Today appears to be another dull and hazy day, but the morning air is still fresh.

Here’s a picture of Malaysia’s national flower, the Hibiscus.

Walking up north from my apartment. There’s a gradient increase of 20°or so. And yes, there are just too many high-rise apartments. Penang is an island, so nowhere to go but up, I suppose.

Walking south back to my apartment. It looks like a massive spaceship, doesn’t it. You can just about see the pyramid at the top, no Sphinx though.

Some nice foliage here.

I love this part of the walk because it’s extra cool in this stretch and the air’s fresh.

Another shot of the lovely greenery. Some people say that looking at green foliage is good for the eyes. Well it can’t hurt for me to try.

The road loops around, and pretty soon I’m walking back to my apartment, as you can see in my next picture.

Yup, I live in B-Block.

Just waiting for October when I’ll be able to dive back into the pool!

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